As requested- pictures (maternity)

These are some of the maternity pictures that our wonderful (and talented) friend Joanna took! We loved taking them (right before xmas) and it was FREEZING outside, but with all my extra blood I was warm for the most part, haha.

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End of an Era

So omg- I'm sitting here... AFTER ordering diapers (when I thought the craziness would be over) and now I'm trying to figure out how I'm going to ORGANIZE my stash that's on the way. I'm watching this video when it hits me.... NO ONE CARES ABOUT THIS STUFF BUT MOMS. I mean, 5 years ago if I'd had a friend that wanted to explain wool soakers to me I would have politely listened while thinking we had nothing in common and she was crazy. Now I'm turning into that crazy person (I think they're called a MOM) who can talk for hours about cloth diapers.... literally... not to mention, breastmilk, clothes, strollers, and all things babies. And while I know that's why they say that when you become a parent your entire circle of friends' changes, it's also very scary. All I can think it that what does that woman's husband think when he walks in the door every evening after work? His wife is stressed, (imagining me here), lucky to be dressed in clothes other than pajamas, with a day full of housework and kids... food, laundry... apparently organizing lots of cloth diapers... and I have flashbacks to when MY dad would come home and Aubrey and I were running around screaming and playing, toys everywhere, Stephanie crying, mom cooking and doing laundry....
And then I picture Justin coming home to that. What happened to the sexy clothes... glass of wine waiting, movie-watching, "normal" wife he used to have? And mixed in with that all is a healthy dose of fear... that THAT'S the real reason men leave... to go back to that "normal" place. Holy crap I think it's time for a glass of wine myself. Hah. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UigrHfTXQGg

Moving Right Along

So, maybe I should get more involved in this... seeing as how I'm much more housebound than I originally was, and from what I hear, that will get worse, haha. I hear a LOT of things will get worse... my discomfort, my big belly, my lack of sleep... it's beginning to irritate me. I think, just to go with my contrary self, I'll start telling people how much BETTER my belly feels stretched like this, and how much I LOVE still being awake at 6 am to wake up my husband for work, and how my lack of ability to get comfortable just means I get more exercise, haha. Last night I was dreaming that justin was squeezing my belly, just like he does when he's trying to find the head/ butt of Kyra... and I woke up with her turned sideways in my UPPER abdomen with something (the head?) poking out of my side, literally, and touching my ribs. It was slightly uncomfortable and wonderful!!! We played pattycake for a while. Maybe I'll be able to sleep through early contractions after all, haha. Have a TON to do today, and it's rainy (my favorite type of day) and I SO wish I could stay here. I desperately need a new camera to actually take pictures of me, my belly, and our life in general. Sigh. It's bottom of the list. Cloth diapers come first.